KELEIDOSCOPE

Ok, So… This post might make a few of you hate me but I just gotta be honest…

God is a creator… Elohim. God also was nice enough to give us the gift of creativity. We can create songs, poems, dance routines, sky scrapers, blog posts and even other human beings. I can’t say that I always did… But for a great deal of my life, I have held a high regard for the vagina. Why? Because in the creative ability that God has blessed us with, the greatest form of creativity is being able to create a child. Of course, the man and his penis are half of the equation but I have more of an affinity towards the woman since that’s where the child incubates… that’s where the stuff goes down for 9 months… and ultimately, the vagina is where the child, which was once a thought in the mind of God, now enters the world. That is why I have a bit of a special connection with the vagina.

So…

When the topic of “Whore to Housewife” comes up (as it did recently) it’s always a sticky topic. Answer this… Is a man wrong if he can’t find myself being seriously involved with a woman who is or once was a “whore?” Actually, I shouldn’t say “whore” since that is a loose term and everyone can have their own definition of what a whore is, and this isn’t meant to judge or point the finger at anyone. Basically, I’d rather be with someone who views and has viewed their vagina with the same esteem that I do. I need to be with someone who understands and exercises the power and sacredness of the vagina VS it’s power to control and produce money. Some of you might say, “There’s nothing wrong with that, Kel,” but see, the problem is, I was a man whore myself. C’mon now, we’re adults. Let’s be open…

I stated in my past post Dear God that I had an interesting past. And for some who may know the “old” me, you know all about my *ahem connection with women (so to speak). So what makes this a sticky topic is, someone might say, “You used to do what you did, with however many people you did it but you won’t accept that from a woman, even if she’s not like that anymore? That’s a double standard! That’s wrong!!!!” And guess what… They just might be right. OR… Is it simply me choosing what I like and what I don’t like? Me choosing what I want and what I don’t want? Me deciding what’s a deal breaker? I’m open and honest about my sexual past with anyone that I choose to get serious with… I mean VERY open and honest. And if they decided that they value the penis in such a way, that I have gone against and because of that, they can’t commit to me, I would totally understand that. But that’s just me. And maybe my view point is immature and maybe I’ll look back at this post in the future and say, “Wow, I can’t believe I used to think like that” but as it stands now, I know for a fact that what her vagina has been through is constantly going to be on my mind, if it’s far beyond a limit that I like, and I just don’t know how NOT to think about that. Your thoughts?

Oh!! And if you’ll be in the NYC area in Mid January and would like to attend the soon coming FREE shoot/show, (Read What is #FPBK for details) please send a quick e-mail to 3HirdPowerEvents@gmail.com with “#FPBK Show/Shoot” as the title and info will be sent to you soon. In supporting this movement, you are indeed supporting me but more importantly, you’re supporting yourself…

But please, gimme your thoughts!!!!

-Kel Spencer